Anjaan Sa Apna – by Neeraj Singh

hi ! iam neerveen singh age 24 male from nepal  but now iam live in delhi from 21 year”s
mai kareeb 6 mahino se net par sexy storie”s pahd rahaa hu.. ab mujhe bhi yeh lagane
lagaa hai ki maibhi apni ek sachi ghatna net par likh daalu…
baat kareeb 4 saal pehle ki hai jab hume humare purane makaan se dhukhe nikaal diya
gayaa tha. tab hum kiraye ke ek chhote kamare me rehne lage.. hume abhi us naye
kamare me rehte huye 6 mahine ho chuke the. us makaan me or bhi kai kiraye daar rehte the
mujhe kabhi yeh nahi pataa tha ki us makaan me or kon kon rehta hai or naa hi maine
janane ki kaushish ki. isliye us raat ko kon tha mere sath mujhe pataa hi nahi chalaa
kon nayaa yaaya hai? or kon purana chhod kar jaa raahaa hai kamra khali karke?
mujhe kabhi kuchh lena dena hi nahi tha kissi se..  mai bachpan se kareeb 8 saal ki
umar se muth marta aaya hu pehle to mujhe yeh pataa hi nahi tha ki yeh kya hota hai
bas majaa aata tha karne.  baad me 15 saal ki umar ke baad me dar gayaa tha ki
aisa karne se  yeh kiss tarha ka ganda gahda pani nikal rahaa hai.
phir mujhe kissi ne batayaa ki is umar ke baad yeh pani sabke mutrashalya se nikalta hai
or iska naam verye hota hai tum muthh  marte ho jo ki sabko marni chahyiye.
iske baad mujhe sab kuch malum ho gayaa. mujhe ladkiyo ko dekh kar majaa aane laga tha
jyada tar mujhe shadi shuda aurty passand thi. hum dost log 22-33 tak ki shadi shuda aurat ko
bhabhi kaihte the or 33-45 tak ki aurat ko aunty kaihte the.  hum koi bhi sexy bhabhi ya sexy
aunty dekh kar lattu ho jaate the. mere kayi dost randiya chodane jaate the par mai kabhi
nahi gayaa. iski wajha yeh thi ki mujhe sirf usi bhabhi ya aunty ke sath sex karne ka man
hota tha jise me aksar apne sapno me chodta tha. or dusari wajahaa yeh hai ki mai badnaami
se bahut darta hu. meri gali ki bahut si aunty or bhabhi thi jinki wajhaa se mai bahut kamjor
hogaya tha. kyoki roj unki kalpana karke mai 7-8 baar muthh mar leta tha.
kissi ladki ko pataa kar uske saath apni bhadaas nikalu aise vichar mujhe bahut hi
alas bhare lagate the. waise meri bhi ek bhabhi hai sunita jo ko puri gali me kya balki puri
block me sabse jyada sundar hai. unhe dekh kar pure mohalle ki sabhi sundar aurte
jal bhun jaati hai or bhabhi se sundar lagane ke liye bahut kuchh kharcha thi.
kyoki wo shimla ki rehne wali hai is liye unse koi bhi aurat sundarta ka mucabalaa
jeet nahai paayi. itni sundar hone ke baad bhi maine kabhi unke liye galat vichaar
nahi banaaye. kyoki mai unse bahut pyar karta hu. or yeh pyar ek maa bete jaisa hai
bhabhi bhaiya se bhi jyada mujhse akarshit hoti thi. har baat par wo mujhe khojti hai
iske bawjood bhi wo kabhi kabhi mujhe yeh aih saas karaati thi mai sirf unka dewar hu
or meri bhumika unke pratik ek bete jaisi honi chahyiye. or yeh thik bhi hai.
na jaane kyo mujhe unko dekh kar kuchh hota nahi tha jabki wo pure mohalle me
sabse sundar bhabhi thi. unke siwa mohalle ki har ek bhabhi ki kalpanaa karke mai roj muthh
marta tha. mere dost bhi ab kaihne lage the ki yaar tere ghar me to sabse bomb maal hai
tu to sabse jyada lucky hai. yeh sunkar mujhe ghussa aajata tha or mai unhe galiya dekar
marne lagata tha.. tabhh wo mujhe chutiya kaihte the or kaihte the ki agar humare ghar me
aisa bomb maal ho to  humaari jindagi sawar jaati.
mohalle ki or bhi kayi bhabhi auntya mujhse akarshit thi. lekin mai kabhi himmat nahi
kar pata tha. 3 baar to aisa moka ayaa tha ki wo mujhe kamare me le jaakar apni wasna
bahar kar rahi hai or mujhe pata hi nahi chalata tha. jab baat hotto ki kiss lene tak pahuch
jaati thi tab mai dar kar bhaag jaata tha. us waqt mai bhi wasna me luft hokar unse lipat
jata tha par kahi koi dekh na le or kabhi mere ghar walo ko pataa na chal jaye yeh soch
kar waha us sex ke khatre ko chhdkar chalaa jataa tha. us din ke baad me unse aise najar
churata tha jaise maine unse jabarjasti karne ki koshish ki ho ya galti meri ho.
is tarha mai apni sex ki bhukh nahi mitaa pa rahaa tha. is liye maine hatho se hilaana
or shadi hone tak ka intzar karne ka faisla kiya.
phir ek raat ek jaab dastan achanaki mere sath ho gayi. garmiyo ke din the or hamare
ek akele kamre me bahut garmi thi. pankhe ki hawaa bahut garam lag rahi thi.
mai muthh bahut marta tha or kissi ne mujhe
bataya tha ki jyada muthh marne se sharir ka tapmaan bahut bahd jata hai.
shayad is wajaha se mujhse garmi bardasht nahi ho rahi thi. maine mummy ko
kahaa ki mujhe apar chhat par janaa hai wahi so jaunga. mere sath mere pichhe
mere papa mummy or behen bhi aagayi. 4th manjil par khuli hawaa me mummy ne bistar
lagaya. kuchh sukun ki nind aayi. wahaa par kuchh or bhi kiraye daar so rahe the jinhe
maine kabhi dekh nahi tha. aadhi raat 3 baje meri nind tuti gayi mujhe bahut tej paishab

lagaa tha. mai utha or papa ko uthana chaha phir socha ab to mai badaa ho gaya hu or
ab bhi papa ko uthane ki jarurat hai kya ? isliye mai akele hi grownd floor par jane keliye
sidiyo ke pass ja pahucha. mai bachpan se hi sidiyo se bahut teji se utarta chadta tha
or us raat bhi mai waise hi jaldi jaldi utarne lagaa. dusri manjil tak utar kar meri kissi
ladki se bahut zabarjast takkar ho gayi. wo ladki bahut buri tarha kuch duri par giri

aisa isliye hua kyoki sidiyo par koi batti ya koi roshni nahi thi mai andhere me hi bahge
ja rahaa tha. ghana andhera hone ki wajha se mujhe lagaa ki wo koi chudhail hai.
kyoki itni raat me koi ladki atne andhere kya karegi. or maine pehle kabhi us makaan
me koi jawaan ladaki dekhi bhi nahi thi. jabh uski chudiyo ki khanakne ki awaj to mai
sacj bahut dar gaya or wahaa se bhagne ki koshish karne lagaa. margar jabh uske muh
se dard ki pida ki awaj aayi ( aaaaayiiiiiiii aayiii ayiiiiii ) at mai or bhi jyada dar gaya
maine socha yeh koi bhoot hi hai or wahaa se wapas upar bhagne lagaa. bhagate bhagate. mere andar kuchh insaniyat jagi. shayad mere yehi insaniyat wale dil ki wajha
se mujhe bad me iska parinam achha mila. maine yeh socha kahi wo sach insaan huyi
toh? or use koi gambhir chot agayi huyi to ..? is liye mai uski madad karne ke liye
uski or bahda. agar sach me koi bhoot hua to dekhi jayegi. uske pass pahucha to uski siskiyo ki awaja se  me samajh gaya ki wo abhi bhi jamin par hi baithi thi.
maine andhere me hi use achhi tarha se utha kar khadaa kar diya. uthate huye maine usse puchha ki kya tum thik to ???? usne door hataate huye kahaa haa mai thik hu..
uski hindi  boli kaafi tuti footi thi jisse mujhe yeh pataa chalaa ki wo dilhi me abhi nayi
nayi aayi huyi hai. or bhasha se wo bihar ki thi. waise bhi us makaan me hamare siva
sabh bihari hi the maine usse puchha ki tum itni raat ko itne andhere me kya kar rahi
thi ???  usne kahaa ki wo toilet ja rahi thi. phir usne mujhse puchha tum kyo itne
andhere me itni tej bhagate huye jaa rahe the ?? maine kahaa ki mujhe to adat hai aise
bhagate rehne ki.( par tum itni raat ko kahaa ja rahe ho?  usne puchha )
maine kahaa ki mai niche apne kamare me pani pine ja rahaa hu. baad me mujhe pataa
chalaa ki dusri manjil ka toilet kissi wajah se makaan malik ne band karke rakha tha
isliye wo us raat mere saath niche wale toilet ke liye niche chali aayi. wo mere samne
hi toilet me ghus gayi or darwaja band kar diya. mujhe bhi bahut tej toilrt lagaa tha
or mujhse ab control nahi ho rahaa tha. use abut der lagi thi isliye maine snaan room
jakar hi paisaab ki barish kar di or uske nikalne se paihle hi bahar agaya. wo bhi bahar
aagayi par usne mujhe bahar aate nahi dekha. usne puchha ki aapne paani pi liya ?
mai hadbada gaya tha kyoki maine jhut kahaa tha is liye maine usse bahaana maraa ki
dekho na darwaje par taala lagaa hai or mai chabi upar bhul aaya. usne kahaa ki ab tum
upar jaakar phir niche aaoge ?? maine kahaa nahi….
phir hum upar bahdane lage. rashte shayad usne socha hoga ki pyasa sona thik baat
nahi hoti. isliye usne apne kamare ke pass pahuch kar mujhse kahaa ki   ruko mai
tumhe pani pilaati hu. maine kahaa nahi sab thik hai koi jarirat nahi hai.  phir usne
kahaa    pyas ko mar kar soya nahi jaata or tumhe nind bhi nahi aayegi majbooran
tumhe phir niche aana padega.. isliye abhi hi pani pi lo…..  ab itna sunane ke baad
chaahe kissi ko sach me pyas na lagi ho, lekin phir ham manaa nahi kar paate.
isliye maine  kahaa ha thik hai le aao pani. ab tak maine uski shakal( chaihra) nahi
dekha tha kyo ki kahi bhi lighte nahi jal rahi thi. usne apne kamare ka darwaja khola or
andar chali gayi. andar jakar usne sabse pehle tube light jalaayi or mejhe andar bula liya
maine ek dam se apna kadam bahdaliya phir rook gayaa phir socha kuchh nahi hota.
ab mere dimag aisi koi baat nahi thi ki jisse sex paida ho or na hi yeh khayaal aaya ki
is waqt mere pass ek ladki hai or ab bas pehl karne ki der hai, na jaane kyo us waqt mere man me aisi bhavna nahi jaagi. mai andar sir ko niche karke chalaa gayaa.
usne mere hath me pani ka gilas diya  or maine nice zamin ko taraf dekhte huye pit karke pani pi liya. pani ka gilas khali karke usko gilas wapas dene ke bahaane uska
chaihra dekhna chaha to ek dam se bijali chali gayi. shayad mai bahut bhaao kha rahaa
tha isliye jab maine uska chaihra dekhna chaha to kismat ne iska fal mujhe de diya.
ghor andhera or bahut hi sannata chahh gaya tha. na jaane kyo ham dono hi kaafi der
tak chup chap sidhe khade rahe. uski saase chalne ki awaj mai saaf sun rahaa tha.
fir mujhe lagaa ki jaise uska ek kadam meri or bahda ho. na jaane kaise apne aap mera bhi ek kadam aage bahd gayaa. us waqt mera dimag sunn pad gayaa tha lag rahaa tha
jaise mai apne kaabu me nahi hu  sab kuchh apne aap ho rahaa tha mujhse. yu ek ek
kadam ek dusare ki taraf bahda kar ham kaafi kareeb pahuch gaye. ab mujhe uski
saaso ki awaj bahut tej sunaayi de rahi thi. uski saaso ki hawaa meri saaso me maihek
rahi thi. mujhe aisa lag rahaa tha ki me jaise kissi swarg hu, fir ek kadam or aage
bahdaane ke baad maine maihsus kiya ki uske hoth mere hotho se sirf 6 inch door hai.
apne aap mere hoth uske hotho se mil gaye. uske hotho ko chumne ke baad mujhe
uski lambai chodaayi ka pataa chal gayaa wo mere jitni lambi or mere jitni chodi thi.
lekin baad afsos hua ki mai uska chaihra nahi dekh paya. hotho ko 10 minut tak chusne
ke baad maine maine uske chutdo par hath ferna shuru ho gayaa. ab uske har ek ang ko chhu kar ladki ke sharir ka aihsaas le liya. sach me yaaro jisne kabhi kisi ladki ke
ango ko nahi chhua un bhaaiyo se kaihna chahta hu yaar kya anand milta hai  bhaai
aisa majaa duniya me shayad hi kisi or chij se milta ho bas shabdo  me bayaan nahi
kar sakta. use zamin par lita kar uske mammo ko chusa or dabaaya wah kya majaa tha
wo bhi uske baad uski kachhi utari or uski chut dekhne ki koshish ki par bijli nahi thi.
isliye bina samay gawaaye maine uski chut me apna 6 inchi lund daal diya. wah…aahh
kasam se majaa aagayaa tha  yaar……. phir jhatke marne lagaa, wo dard se bilak rahi
thi or mijhe bhi bahut majaa aarahaa tha  7-8 minut baad mere lund me bahut tej dard
hone lagaa. mai samajh nahi pa rahaa tha ki mujhe dard kyo ho rahaa hai ? mai pehli
baar chut maar rahaa tha isliye mujhe lagaa ki shayad pehli baar aisa hota hoga. phir
maine usse puchhana chahaa magar mai sharm se puchh nahi payaa. ab mujhe bhi
dard sahaa nahi ja rahaa tha or maine jaldi jaldi karke apna jhad liya. kyoki mijhe aids
ka bhi dar tha is liye maine apna lund uski chut me se bahar nikal kar jhada tha. kaam
khatam hone ke baad me use akele chhod kar toilet me lund ko dhone chalaa gayaa.
wahaa pahucha to maine toilet ki light on ki magar bijli nahi thi. mai apna lund pani se
dhone hi wala tha ki tabhi bijli aagayi or toilet ki light jal gayi. roshni me apne lund ko
dekha ki mere lund par khun lagaa tha. maine socha arey yaar bichaari jabhi dard se
bilak rahi thi, uski to chut hi fat gayi mere lund se shayad wo bhi pehli baar chudi hai.
mai yeh soch kar afsos kar raahaa tha ki use kitna dard hua hoaga. tabhi maine lund
par uska khun samajh kar lund ko paani se dho diya. dhone ke baad dekha ki lund me
abhi bhi kuchh dard bachaa hai, maine dhyaan se dekha ki kahaa dard ho rahaa hai. tabh de ki lund ke tope ki khaal chhil gayi thi yaani wo uski chut ka khun nahi balki
mera hi khun tha. mai kuchh had tak dar gayaa tha ki akhir mera khun kyo nikla ?
maine socha is baare me kissi se kal puchhunga ki kya aisa bhi hota hai kya ?
mai ab upar ja rahaa tha ki man me khuwahish huyi ki ek baar uska chaihra dekh lu.
magar jabh uske kamare se gujra to pehle ki tarha hi wahaa kaafi andhera or sannata
tha. fir mai wahaa se upar chalaa gaya or sone ki koshish ki par sari raat nind nahi aayi
puri raat yehi sochta rahaa ki yeh kaise ho gaya? or wo koun thi ?
subha kareeb 6 baje nind aayi 8:30 baje uthkar niche jaane lagaa.  maine use dekhne
ki koshish ki par uska darwaja band tha. nahaate dhote nashta karte waqt tv dekhte
waqt mere dimag me raat me huye hadse ki baate ghum rahi thi. yeh jaanane ke liye ki
mere lund se khoon kyo nikla mai ghar se bahar iska jawaab pane ke liye nikal padaa.
kissi se puchhane par usne bataya ki aisa pehli baar nahi balki kayi baar kissi kissi ke
sath ho jata hai. lekeen hamesha nahi hota. yeh sun kar mujhe kuchh sukun mila or socha ki ab ki baar aisa hota hai ya nahi ab agli baar dekhunga.
uske baad maine muth marna chhod diya tha, andar se hi yeh adat apne aap chhut
gayi thi
ab usse dekhne ki khouwahish thi bas or mujhe kuchh nahi chahye tha. sirf ek jhalak
uski mil jaati to meri pareshani khatam ho jaati. agale do dino tak maine uske kamare 9
chakkar lagaaye par hamesha darwaja band rehta. mujhe ab is baat ka laalach nahi tha
ki mai uuski chut dobara ya baar baar maaru. mujhe sirf or sirf uska chaihra dekhne ki
ikchha thi. mummy or behen se maine puchha ki kya koi naye kiraayedaar upar aaye
hai? mummy bataya ki haa upar ek famly aayi huyi hai bihar ke hai wo log, mummy ne
puchha ki tu kyo puchh rahaa hai  kahi unki ladki ko lini to nahi maar rahaa ???
maine chounk kar kahaa kya koi ladki bhi ahi unke sath? mummy ne kahaa ha.
maine puchha tumne dekhi hai kya ? mummy ne kahaa ha bhaai bahut khubsurat hai
maine kahaa sach me? phir behen ne kahaa haa bhaai bahut sundar wo ladki. phir mummy ne kahaa beta tu kissi ladki ko patata nahi tere sabhi dosto ki girlfriend hai par
tu saari zindagi akele hi ghumiyo. maine kahaa mummy har insaan ka waqt aata hai
mera bhi aayega phikar mat karo.. mummy ne kahaa beta karke to dhkha aisa kar
upar wali nayi ladki ko pataa ke dikha.
mai mummy ki yeh khwahish puri bahut hi aasani se kar sakta tha par mai us ladki ke
darshan nahi kar pa rahaa tha. sirf ek baar mulaakat ho jaati fir sab thik ho jata.
ek hafte baad me ek shadi me gayaa tha jahaa par dosto ki jabarjasti se maine bahut
sharaab pi li thi. shadi ghar ke kareeb hi ho rahi thi. raat ko 1 baje maine dosto ko alvida
kahaa or ghar ki or bahdane lagaa, mujhe bahut nashaa tha isliye dar lag rahaa tha ki
kahi ghar par mummy ya papa ko pataa chal gayaa to bahut daant sunani padegor mummy ke samne sharminda hounga wo alag lekin jitna mai ghar ke kareeb pahuchta
mera nashaa or bhi jyada bahd jataa. kissi tarha ghar pahucha or dar se maine awaj
nahi lagaayi. bahar ka gate pe mai tan tan karke bajaa rahaa tha. fir kuchh der baad
dhayan se dekha to gate me na to tala lagaa tha or na hi kundi. maine gate khola or

andar chalaa gaya. andar jaane ke baad apne kamare ki or dekha to uska darwaja bhi khula
tha, shayad mummy ko yeh yeh pataa tha ki mai aaj raat ghar der se aane wala tha isliye
mummy ne dono darwaje khule hi chhod diye the, jisse mai asaani se andar aakar su jaau.
kamare ke andar ja pahuchne ke baad dekh ki sabh so rahe the. maine so yeh thik bhi hai
mere liye, mai ab chup cha so jata hu or kissi ko pataa bhi nahi chalega ki raat sharaab
pi kar ayaa tha. kuchh de letne ke baad mere dimag me fir us ladki ka khayaal aaya, kuchh
der uske baare me sochte rehne ke baad mera nashaa or bhi bad gaya tha. ab dil me ek hi
khayaal aaraha tha….. sirf use chodne ka. dheere dheere mai darinda sa ho gayaa tha.
ab uska surur record  ho gayaa tha. kuchh der hath se hilane ke baad maine man banaa
liya ki mujhe ab uske pass jana hai. is baar bhi mai apne kaabu me nahi tha sabh kuchh
apne aap hi ho rahaa tha. maine uthkar apne ghar walo ko ek nazar dekha to sabhi so rahe
the. fir mai upar jaane lagaa, pehle ki tarha sidiyo par kaafi andhera tha, mai jab dusari par
uske akmare ke pass pahucha to uske kamare ka darwaja thoda khula hua tha, or andar se
silling fan ke chalane ki awaj aarahi thi, jisse mujhe yeh saaf ho gaya tha ki andar zarur koi
na koi so rahaa hai. par yeh dar bhi lagaa ki kahi uske alawa uske ghar ka koi member koi
uske sath ho sakta hai, kuchh der bahar sochte rehne ke baad mujhse ab sabar nahi hua.
or maine andar jaane ka faisla liya. us andar jaate waqt na jane kyo kujhe bilkul dar nahi
laga, kaihte hai ki jab sex sar par sawaar ho to kisis bhi baat dar ya koi bhi chinta nahi hoti.
us waqt is baat ko maine sach maan liya kyoki yeh sab mere sath sach me ho rahaa tha.
darwaje ko andar dhakela or andar chalaa gaya, wah kissi tarha ki koi hal chal nahi huyi.
andhere me mera ek pair ka kadam kissi se takraya, mera pair use lagne ki wajahaa se
uski nind tut gayi or usne karwat li jisse uski chudiyo ki khanakane ki awaj aayi, mai
samajh gaya ki yeh wahi chiz hai jise mai dhoond rahaa hu. ab maine andhere me pure kamare ka chakkar lagaya jisse yeh sabit ho ki uske alawa kamare or koi nahi hai.
chakkar lagaate waqt jab kissi se bhi andhere me meri takkar nahi huyi to mai jaan gayaa
ki kamare me or koi nahi hai. fir mai uske bagal me let gayaa. use shayad pataa chal gaya
tha ki yeh mai hi hu is liye usne apna chaihra meri taraf kar liya. uske baad me koshish me
tha ki pehel wo hi kare. par kareeb 30 minut tak usne or maine koi harkat nahi ki. fir mai hi
uske hotho ko chusna shuru kiya. maine jaise hi uske hotho ko chusna shuru kiya. woto
mujhse lipat kar bahut hi sexy ho gayi. or mere pure badan ko kissi khoi huyi chij ki tarha
chumne lagi. uske aisa karne se mere andar bahut sex bhar gayaa. maine bhi ab uske muh
me apni zibh dal kar uske muh ki raal pi dali. uske baad uske chucho ko tab tak chusta
rahaa jabh tak uske chuche mere muh ki raal se geele nahi ho gaye. wo bahut uttejit ho
gayi thi isliye usne mere lund ko pakad liya, maine ab samay ki barbadi nahi ki or apni

paint utaar kar apna lund uski chut ke ched ko ungali se chukar  andar ghusa diya.
maine paihla jhatka josh me aakar bahut

zorse maar diya, jisse wo bahut tej bilak gayi or pure badan ko hila kar muh se uuuhhhh

nikali. uske aisa karne par na jane kyo mujhe bahut majaa ayaa. phir uske baad to maine
jaise koi machine chaalu kar di, use bahut tej dard ho rahaa tha isliye wo bahut tej bilak
rahi thi, wo jitna jyada tadap rahi thi mai utna hi jyada jor se jhatke maar rahaa tha, kuchh der
baad maine jhatko ki raftaar or jyada bahda di, tab to uske muh se awaj hi ane lag gayi,
sath hi chut or lund ki bhidan se chut me se chap chap chap karke awajw aane lagi,
15 minut ho gaye magar dono me se koi nahi jhadaa, 20 minut or phir 25 magar lund jhadne
ka naam nahi le rahaa tha, phir jabh uska hone lagaa to usne mujhe door hataaya, shayad
usse bhi baad ki hone waali bimari ka dar tha isliye mera lund chut me se bahar likal kar wo
jhad gayi, lekin kahaani yahi nahi khatm huyi abhi mera nahi hua tha, or wo bhi shayad
samajh gayi thi mai ab yahaa se bina jhade jaane wala nahi hu isliye usne samajhadaar
hokar mere lund par hath rakh diya, tab me samajh gaya kim wo ab tayaar hai mai fir se uski
chut marne lagaa, de danaa dan zor zor se jhatke diye par mera jhad hi nahi rahaa tha, uski
halat ab kharaab ho rahi thi, kabhi kabhi to wo dar se ro bhi rahi thi, kaihte hai ki sharaab
pine ke baad sex bahut der tak barkaraar rehta hai or jaldi jhadta nahi hai. us waqt maine yeh
baat sach mani, 30 minut ab or ho gaye the lekin jhad hi nahi rahaa tha, mujhe majaa bahut
arahaa tha par uski pida ka khayal bhi mujhe rakhna tha, 35 minut hone ke baad maine uska poss ek alag andaaj me kiya, maine use apni god me uthaaya or deewar ke sahaare use
jhatke mare. god me lekar ek alag hi majaa aaraha tha isliye maine zor zorse jhatke mare,
in jhatke or is naye poss se use pehle se jyada dard ho rahaa tha isliye use ab bina dare
khulkar chikhe lagaayi, ab to usne mujhe apne se dur hataane ki koshish ki  tabhi maine muh
se kahaa rooko rooko ho gaya, tabhi mera ho gayaa chut me se lund bahar nikala or is baar
itna virye nikalaa ki ek chhoti katori bhar jaye, uske baad maine uska chaihra dekhna chaha
or andhre me tub light ka buttan dhondane lagaa, lekin bahut der tak dhundane tak nahi mila,
phir wo jahaa khadi thi maine socha shayad uske picche hi buttan hoga isliye use wahaa se
hataa dyia or buttan dhoonda, akhir mil hi gaya, ab wo lamhaa aayga tha jiska mai bahut dino
se intaar kar rahaa tha, us ladki ka chahra dekhne walaa tha jiski kalapana na jaane kitne
chaihro se ki thi sirf ek buttan hi dabaan baki reh gayaa tha or mai apne khyalo ki pari ka
chaihra dekhne walaa tha, lekin jaise hi maine buttan dabaaya usne mujhe rok liya,
maine buttan dabaane ki bahut koshish ki par usne mujhe aisa karne nahi diya, maine muh
se bhi usse kahaa ki mai sirf ek baar tumhe dekhna chahta hu kelin usne mujhe kasam
dekar kahaa ki mai itna sharminda nahi ho sakti aap please abhi is halat me mat dekhiye
maine usse kahaa ki mai pehli raat ke baad se so nahi payaa hu sirf tumhe dekhne ke liye
maine kitani baar upar ke chakkar kaate lekin aaj tum…..
usne fir abhi na dekhne ki baat kahi , phir maine usse puchha ki kya tumne mujhe dekha hai
usne kahaa haan…. maine kahaa to thik hai itna kaafi hai ki tumne mujhe dekh liya.
kal mera bhi intzaar khatam hoyega, mujhe sayaanm ka sahaar hi abhi tak reke tha or ab bhi
yahi hoga. iske baad mai wahaa se chalaa gayaa,,
uske baad 2 din tak mai uske kamare ke chakkar lagaata raahaa par wo nahi dikhi, tisre din
jabh mai kaam sham ko ghar wapas aayaa to sab se pehle khuli hawaa khane ke bahaane
upar uske kamare me ek nazar maari tabh meri ankhe khuli ki khuli reh gayi. dekha ki uska
kamara khali tha wo ab chali gayi thi, uske jaane ke baad mai kaai din tak udaas rahaa
or kaafi jagaah o par use dhoonda par uska koi aata pataa na chalaa. ek din to mai uski yaad
me foot fooot kar rone lagaa.
aaj sabse jyada gum yeh hai ki mai uska chaihranahi dekh nahi paaya or na ahi uska naam

meri zindagi ke bite yeh lamhe meri zindagi me ek gaihra asar chod gaye..
uske jaane ke baad mujhe aihsaas hua ki mujhe usse pyar ho gayaa tha.
us anjaane pyar ki tadat is dil me aaj bhi hai
aaj bhi mai uska chaihra dekhne ko taras rahaa hu

kya kismat hame phir milaayegi ? ya palko par sirf ek aas hi reh jayegi..
aaj bhi mujhe uska intzar hai…………